from the day we meet...

1999 May 07

Created by tashacharnock 15 years ago
on the 7/5/1999 was the day i meet the lad of my dreams his name was danny moore. we meet in a night club called crystals in grantham and danny asked 1 of my m8s wud i ave a dance with him, and of course i said yes. on that same nite i meet his lovely sister nikki who i became great friends with and alwys adore her, she is such a down 2 earth, fun loving gal 2 b with and a great sister to danny. from that day on me and danny spent our time doing what normal boyfriend and girlfriends do, mainly going clubbing with his sis nikki and her husband now lee. then our lives were gonna change when we had found out that i became pregnent with our 1st child, we had not bin 2gather long but we both were very happy.our son daniel patrick thomas was born on the 3rd september 2000 we were both delighted especially danny as he had his little boy with the same 1st name as him. we did not ave alot of time to spend with our new born as i became pregnent again 8 weeks after having daniel. our second child was a beautiful little girl whos name is kaitlyn georgina and she was born on the 25th august 2001. our lives were filled with enjoyment and we loved evry second of our days we had spent 2gather and with our 2 children. then i became pregnent again 4 the 3rd time but things were not gonna end up the same as 2wards the end of my pregnency me and danny had driffted aport as a girl enticed danny away from his family and would not leave him be till we had split. our 3rd child a son named bradley patrick was born on the 31st august 2004. after his arrival me and danny did get back 2gather but this did not last long as she would not leave him alone and we again split up in janurary 2005. me and danny did not speak for 4 mths untill april when we thought that it was not fair on our children that they were not seeing their daddy and they missed very much. me, danny and the 3 kids meet on regular bassis so that he spent time with his kids, and also 2 get away from that girl as she treat him like shit. danny wud tell me evrything and in the end how he wished that we had neaver split up and that we cud get bk togather. on the night of wednesday 7th september me and danny spent thei nite togather talking 4 hours and what had became of us both and deciding if we shud of gave our relationship another go the next morning danny walked our 2 eldest kids to school with me as it was their 1st week at school and he had not yet been, he stud at their classroom doars for ages just watching them, in the end i had to pull him away. i wounder now was he doing that for a reason but i will neaver know. we both went back to the house we had shared 4 5yrs 2gather with our youngest boy and we had spoke that we wud meet on the friday of his death. danny did ring me the thursday nite to say that he was going out and then again rang me whilest he was out 2 say good nite 2 his children and that he would ring me as soon as he got in from clubbing. but this was not the case as he did not ring and our youngest child had awoke me at 3 that friday morning and i knew i shud of rang danny but i neaver and to this day i wish ihad rang him coz i feel things may have been different to this day. the day i will neaver 4get and that is 9th septemeber 2005 when danny had taken his own life. nikki had rang my mum and told her i knew there was sumthing not right when she wud not tell me but i got it out of her, i was in asda at the time paying for my shopping and i just broke down i could not beleave it and i just kept thinking just if i had rang him that night before. me and danny had six happy years togather and i would not of wanted to change any of it. we all love you very much danny and always will, forever in our hearts love tasha, dans, kaitlyn and bradley xxxxxxxxxx